My name is Toltec and I am from Guatemala. Since the gods
created my people, I and my ancestors have lived free from the bondage
of men. Many of my people have died bravely fighting other tribes and white men. And many of my
people have died from spirits brought by the white men and rarely by
their weapons. I was raised poor, unlike my ancestors, who ruled over my
land. But as a child I knew I would bring my people back to greatness
and lead them to a new epoch of prosperity and autonomy.
I
left my land last year to drive a taxi in Rome. It was not the Rome of
the great civilizations but a different Rome, one of men who lived off
the land but in a harmony different than that of my people and culture.
Many
times I would drive my taxi to the river to pick up those who had let
the current carry them far from their origin. Many would be intoxicated
by the native firewater. Many were women who would try to steal my seed
and royal bloodline.
I lived with 3 men from my village and
all were loyal to me. We drove two vans and never ceased working. We
purchased the two vans for $4,000 and they ran well; the white men told
us they could not run but we fixed them with very little effort.
It
was a Saturday and it was warm and the sun was to set in three hours. I
received a call from a white woman who spoke my language. I picked her
up 30 minutes from my home by the entrance to the river.
She
handed me a cold drink and I accepted. It was warm in my van and she
was pretty. Several minutes later I felt dizzy and pulled aside the
road.
"You look tired, mudvein. Your nigger skin looks darn near white."
"I feel very tired and cannot drive," I told her.
The
white woman pulled me from my driver's station and pushed me to the
back of my van. I could barely move. She sat in the seat that I had
found in a junk yard and installed with my three village friends. She
drove off..
When I awoke I was in a canoe on the Etowah river, the same river where I had met this white woman.
My
leg was chained to the canoe and she she sat with her back to the
current of the river. We drifted down the river and she handed me a
paddle and told me to begin to work.
"I don't want to see you drown. It would be such a waste of a slave," she told me.
I
paddled down the ancient river. We reached a muddy bank and I pulled
the canoe up the steep slope. She walked ahead as I pulled the canoe. As
she walked across an old log, it snapped and she fell. Even though I
was in chains, I felt for her and asked her if she was injured. I could
not break myself free of the ankle chain and come to her aid. But like a
brave princess I knew in a past life, she brushed off her injury and
told me not to delay the portage of her canoe.
She walked ahead of me and led me to a field.
A great deer danced across the field.
"I
have seem you run. I have seen your brown skin. You run like that
animal. You are an animal, why I've got you chained. You will make us
shelter now."
I took the paddles of her canoe and took
her clothes to bring them together to make us shelter. Even though I
was her captive I felt close to her, as if we had met at a mountain
filled in its valleys with the blood of men I had killed when I was
king.
But we did not, at first, go into the shelter I
had built for her. I took the pale skinned woman and pinned her to the
earth the gods had made for me. I pressed my lips to her and rid her of
what remained of her garments. We joined and I put my people's spirit
into her.
"I am free. Who is the man who has freed me from this curse of a river?"
"I come from warriors who have filled these rivers with the blood of brave warriors."
I threw my chains into the dark waters of the river.
I
kissed my native princess. I carried her to my canoe and we drifted
into the waters, now full with the rain and spirits of the river gods.
We arrived at the new shore and men came to our canoe and offered their fish and berries and bowed to us.
"There
were men who were called Niggers who were said to eat anything. What is
meant by this is that they were men of the river and of the earth of
the gods. They could take the mud vein and turn it to life and food as
did the gods when they made man and woman from the soil of the earth and
mixed such life with the rain of the heavens. We now see the gods have
returned to give new life to this river and this earth. We, as humble
creatures of the gods, thirst for a new life and a new world. We will
eat anything you, as our king, and she, as our princess, will give us."
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